• Another 100 Days of Good Karma: Day 200 (Surgery Eve)

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    Tina and I touching an honest-to-God moonrock at Johnson Space Center. I can’t think of a better to spend day 200 with than the person who started it all with me.

     

    Tuesday, January 27, 2015

    Run/ Walk/ Bike/ Elliptical (Today:  2.52 miles;  Running Total: 165.62 miles)

    Day 200 of *Another* 100 Days of Good Karma.

    Tina is here and we spent the day at Johnson Space Center.  It was a beautiful day and it was nice to see a full tram-ride.  I love seeing large groups of people interested in the space program.  It’s a cause near and dear to my heart.

    Around four in the afternoon I got a call from the doctor’s office telling me the time for surgery tomorrow.

    And suddenly, despite a day of sunshine and fun and spacey-nerdiness, surgery was real.

    Like, holy-shit-this-is-happening real.

    It’s really happening.

    Tomorrow.

    To me.

    I don’t feel brave.  I don’t feel inspirational.  I just feel scared.  And all I can do is watch my hands shake and try not to cry.

    I don’t want to do this.  I don’t.  I just want to go hide under a rock somewhere and never hear the word cancer or surgery or treatment ever again.

    Today’s silver lining:  Tina, for taking over my life.

    Even as I type this in my bedroom, I hear her cooking spaghetti in the kitchen with the kids.  I am immeasurably grateful to her for doing something as simple as feeding my kids.

    What’s your silver lining today?  I love comments!

    Don’t want to leave a comment, but have something you want to share?  Send me an email at gettingthewordswrong(at)gmail(dot)com.

    xoxo,
    Meghan

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12 Responsesso far.

  1. Lori Carreon says:

    Praying for you today Meghan!!

  2. Leah Senona says:

    Sending you love and bravery for those moments when you find yourself needing a bit extra.

  3. I’m thinking that about this time in Houston, you are either having the surgery or getting ready for it. I’ve been holding you in prayer and look forward to guest posts about your recovery.

  4. Melissa says:

    Sending prayers your way and thinking about you today!

  5. Stacy says:

    Keeping you in my prayers today and always.

  6. Michale Bauer says:

    I woke up this morning thinking of you. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I know surgery is scary, but you are prepared for this next step in your recovery. Meghan, you ran over 160 miles during your cancer treatment! You rock!!!

  7. Pat Sincox says:

    You just keep staring down the sun!! Wish I had half the guts that you are showing!!

  8. Tammy Fowler says:

    Thinking of you today, Meghan. You are in my prayers.

  9. Pam says:

    Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers today and tomorrow and looking forward to your return to the blog!

  10. Pam says:

    I think about you a lot, Meghan, but especially today. xox.

  11. Erica says:

    I’m thinking about you, restlessly waiting for an update. Rest up my friend. Love hugs & wet doggie kisses

  12. Annette says:

    Sending you a big hug!!!

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